Ha! Famous last words!

that last post I had yesterday? NEVER MIND!!!! I am as desperately in love as ever! Yesterday afternoon, I had a panic attack in the car, I wanted him to hold me so much. I had to breathe and I felt I was suffocating. And then we met at the Talk Exchange, the last one at the Alex P., and we got together afterwards.
We had an enchanted night together, it was incredible. Our love for each other increased so much that we both wept and laughed. And... he asked me if I will "officially" be his girlfriend and I said yes. Even though I told him that boyfriend/girlfriend is just not a deep enough word for what I feel. So he is officially my LOVE. Not just lover, not A lover. MY lover. My love.