The end of an affair
It's over. My short but intense affair with my hot young secret lover is over. I'm feeling really down today, even though I always knew that this relationship wasn't healthy for me, did nothing for my self-esteem, made me feel yearning and pathetic and powerless, except those few blissful moments when we were together. I'm not good with losses. I'm afraid to let go of people and things. Even now, I yearn to be in his arms and be hugged and comforted but I know it can not be. We both knew we had to move on, and he did.
I don't want to hear "it's better this way", or "told you so", or "get over it"... I just want a hug. And a good long cry. Plus, I'm PMS-ing and have 5 zits on my face the last I counted. F@$%!
posted by flameskb at 7:33 AM
8 Comments:
hug!
2:37 PM
thanks... sniff.
2:41 PM
I was going to throw you a hug, too, flames, but j-girl beat me to it. Could you use another?
5:27 PM
thanks Ken, I can always use another hug... I'm feeling better now, I had a good cry in the afternoon and as an upside to all this, I lost my appetite and didn't eat much today, so I feel fabulously thin... even though I'm not... LOL. I think on the weekend I'll buy myself a pair of really sexy shoes.. .you know, as in... these shoes are made for walkin'. I know, I know, supposed to be boots, but it's the middle of summer...
6:22 PM
Just remember, flames, "a waist is a terrible thing to mind."
12:09 PM
yes, and any chocolate you can eat today, don't put it off til tomorrow. :-)))
1:13 PM
yes, and any chocolate you can eat today, don't put it off til tomorrow. :-)))
1:14 PM
Flames, just so you know--
http://breadbin.blogspot.com/2004/07/in-all-shapes-and-sizes_28.html
And I know I'm far from alone.
6:07 PM
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